| | So the Canadian letter finally arrived yesterday, much to my surprise. I'd almost given up holding on to hope already.
Now we've got to go for re-medical check ups, wait another 2 months and we'll know whether we're off. I was thinking through it again yesterday. Thank goodness I just took my SAT. But I was wondering if I really wanted to go. Right now everything's pending -- I could be staying here for all that I know. And I realized: I don't want to stay. Not because I'm running away, when I can't handle or cope things over here. I don't want to stay because I regret the past 3 and a half years' worth of decisions, and I really want to something new, fresh, and start all over again. I may not have been through a foreign system like what Gen had in Jakarta, which probably credited her when she decided to head to Canada for high school. I don't even want to stay here in the future, so what's the point of staying now?
Sure I'm still Singaporean and I've to serve the army. But I don't like where I'm schooling now, who I'm schooling with, and what I'm going through.
So there: I really want to go.
But I still need to finish up this year so that's one goal: to finish up Year 4 as perfectly as possible 'cause at the state it's in right now it's far from perfect.
French Immersion's still on! I wrote to my correspondent/buddy Lucas a few nights ago and he replied on Facebook. That's cool enough. But I was talking the Wesley's buddy Matthieu on MSN and apparently Lucas doesn't use his computer much. =/
Dramafeste is a wreck, and I'm only hoping I meet expectations.
But I really agree on Mush's point in his blogpost.
I was about to start on academics, until I realized that I've been bogged down so much by useless things, that I haven't touched them.
I passed by Hwa Chong the other day on the way to King Albert Park to meet Chia and Mush for our countless projects. Reminded of SLC. I've been through so many of these events in the past 3 and half years, and I realize that they're what I enjoyed most. Survivor Synapse at PLMGS in '08, ACS JuneAct '08, this year's SLC. Getting to know people at CAP '08.
Argh never mind am not making sense.
So I've been around Choa Chu Kang a hell lot these few days.
"I don't think I can ever live in the heartlands."
I'm actually thankful I've lived in this little, ulu part of the West in this tiny red dot of a frickin' island. 'Cause going to school here since young has left me exposed to all kinds of people. And in RI, it pisses me off sometimes when people make completely insensitive remarks. If you haven't been exposed to other people before, and you're not used to talking to them, well get used to it 'cause you won't continue living with only your kind for the rest of your life. Deal with it. But what really disturbs me is how people don't realize what they're saying.
Okay I'll shut up at this point.
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